An Adult Circ Story
Following my decision to be circumcised as an adult, and frustrated with the near total lack of personal accounts on the internet, I decided to log my journey from beginning to end, along with pictures, so that others may benefit from my choices.
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
Post Op: Day 919 - Final Post
Surprise! Bet you thought you'd seen the last of me.
I have to apologise for the 2 years between posts, things didn't really heal that quickly from my last post, then I ended up in hospital with a ruptured appendix, life got in the way, and I forgot all about my little blog here. So, I'm really sorry! I stumbled across some other stories today of other people (hi /r/circumcisions!), and figured I should finally make my final update. The stories and resources available to others seeking circumcision are a lot more numerous than they were when I started this humble little blog, let me tell you.
Anyway, let's get on with it. I'm going to talk for a few paragraphs about my experiences, if you just came to see the final photos, scroll down.
I think it's safe to say thing are now completely and totally healed up, and I've definitely had the opportunity to "test" things out, what with my being single for over a year and all. And I can safely confirm, 2 years on, that this was one of the best decisions I've ever made.
Looks wise, I get a lot of comments about how "hot" my cock is, and I'm definitely of the same opinion. My only complaint is that my circ wasn't higher, but, from an aesthetic stand point what I've got looks great with my skin tone and I think it might even look weird higher up, so I've made peace with it. Some of you may remember that massive spaz I had when I first took off the bandages... A little premature, and things definitely healed MUCH differently to how they looked.
Not only that, but I think my inner skin has stretched a little bit, as my cut seems looser now than at first, which is good. I may endeavour to stretch it further in the future, who knows.
Sensitivity wise, I still stand by my statement that I haven't specifically "lost" sensitivity, the way my dick's wiring works has just changed. As I said in a previous post, I can now get (and enjoy) oral like a normal guy, which is fantastic -- I can't begin to describe how awesome I still think it is when a guy manages to get me off with his mouth -- and most things feel a lot better.
The "build up" I spoke about still happens, and is still a lot more noticeable than it used to be. I also find that if there's a break in stimulation (for example, pulling out of someone to finish off by hand), I don't "lose" much of the build up, like I used to. It's somewhat difficult to explain, heh.
Happiness wise? Well I still get a bit of a kick out of seeing the outline of my glans through underwear, or clothing, and I'm no subject to intense cock-shame in group changing situations. Hell, I've even been naked in public a few times and not worried about how my dick looks. I think that's a huge win for me.
I've had the opportunity to be with a few sexual partners I had been with before the surgery, who also claim to enjoy me a lot more. I'm not sure how relevant their opinions are, as there are now several years between experiences, but the overall consensus with guys I've fucked is that cut dick feels better for them as they "feel more" than just a cock sliding around in it's own foreskin.
So overall, definitely, an incredibly positive thing. Now that I'm single, as well, I no longer have to hide this aspect of my online life from a prying partner -- so those of you who wish to stay in contact with me, or ask questions, should probably do so via my Tumblr, or, get in touch with me on Reddit.
In any case, here are the final lot of photos of my now beautifully-cut dick.
Hosted on imgur, so, click through for high res.
Flaccid:
Erect:
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Post Op: Day 64
Long time no update, I know. It's been a hectic month!
Haven't really had much to report on besides more and more use and experience with my new cock... This is mostly just a progress photo update, so yeah.
Things are going really well, I guess a majority of the healing up is done. I still get a bit sore around the scar line after a bit of "rough play", but other than that the only healing left to do I think is the smoothness of the transition. The scar line itself as you'll see still looks a little bit rough, and there are some stitch marks which are fading, but very slowly. Patience is a virtue though, as I'm discovering (I'm also setting up two fish tanks on the side, learning that waiting pays off :P )
I have noticed I now have to pay more attention to my shaving regime now that the skin is tighter. I used to shave my balls and trim everything anyway, but now I have the issue of short hairs being pulled up onto my shaft during erections, which I can't say is very attractive or functional as far as my boyfriends mouth is concerned :P
Bit of a nuisance, but gives me an excuse to make things better looking I guess anyway (hair is pretty much an enemy of mine.)
On the sensitivity side of things, I've had enough experience now to make a passing observation. I'm going to say that there is a perceptible loss in sensitivity during stimulation.
however.
It's very difficult to explain, but the only loss of sensitivity I've experienced is the "during stimulation" feeling, which in my case, has been beneficial. Previously I couldn't even receive oral because of complete over sensitivity... Now it feels as I believe it should, though I would still mark this as a loss of some sensation, but in a positive way.
As far as masturbation goes, I'm experiencing a more noticeable "build up" phase as I come to orgasm -- where before I would not feel much at all up until the "final build up", another plus in my books.
Quality, duration, and intensity of orgasm has not decreased.
Rather, they all seem to have increased, probably as a result of reaching orgasm being more of a reward, and riding that wave of build up beforehand, which I previously did not experience. Intensity is one thing I have definitely noticed an increase in, more and more of my climaxes are of the knee-buckling eyes squeezed shut moaning-because-you-can't-help-it variety, which is definitely a plus. I'm yet to experience a mediocre orgasm since being cut.
One thing I have noticed though is that as I reach the point of no return, I shoot once or twice before actually achieving orgasm, which, and I'm going to be blunt here, I previously have only experienced whilst going at it after a particularly long night, involving MDMA use (which for the record ceased two years ago, but still is worth mentioning). The amount I blow has also increased.
My outcome seems to mirror that of others whose stories I have read also, where stimulation sensitivity has decreased but orgasm intensity has stayed the same or increased. Perhaps it is just one of the quirks of being cut.
One things for sure though, I do pump a lot faster and harder than I did whilst uncut, and the variation in pressure and speed sensitivity is a lot greater now than it was before. Though, this in combination with weights daily, leads to one goddamn sore arm :P
Here's the pics:
And, it's about time for me to post some erect pics!
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| Full length hard |
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| Closeup of my scar line, you can see it's still hard and sort of tight around the scar ring, which will probably soften up in time and hopefully mean the two skin areas will blend a lot better. |
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
No more debate
Healing is going well, so I haven't felt the need to post anything lately, but I got an alert via email of a new comment on my "Attention" post which just made me furious.
Let me make this perfectly clear.
This blog is not a place for you to wage your way for or against circumcision and it is not your right to post comments as such. The comment system is in place for you to make remarks regarding the post that it is attached to.
This blog was intended to share my experience with those who are interested. Not, as some would take it, to start a debate or war, a lot of the time (on another forum so they're free to discuss what they wish) where I have been made out to be some kind of sick, freakish monster.
If I get any further comments in this regard they will be deleted, and I may have to put in place some sort of comment moderation system.
There will be an argument that by putting my story on the internet and allowing semi anonymous comments I am opening myself up to criticism, which is expected, but it has gone way too far and I am totally, and completely, fucking over it, and it has got to stop.
Let me make this perfectly clear.
This blog is not a place for you to wage your way for or against circumcision and it is not your right to post comments as such. The comment system is in place for you to make remarks regarding the post that it is attached to.
This blog was intended to share my experience with those who are interested. Not, as some would take it, to start a debate or war, a lot of the time (on another forum so they're free to discuss what they wish) where I have been made out to be some kind of sick, freakish monster.
If I get any further comments in this regard they will be deleted, and I may have to put in place some sort of comment moderation system.
There will be an argument that by putting my story on the internet and allowing semi anonymous comments I am opening myself up to criticism, which is expected, but it has gone way too far and I am totally, and completely, fucking over it, and it has got to stop.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Post Op: Day 28 - A Month Down
Whew, sorry for the late update today. I know I normally take a shower snap my pics and update before 9am on a blog day, but hormones got the better of me and I ended up beating off and wanted to wait until my dick had semi settled before taking photos...
And for all those interested, yes, I can finally go back to nearly full strength on myself now, yes, it's amazing, and no, I'm not noticing a lack of sensitivity. There may/may not also be a video of that floating about... I'll refrain from linking it here, though, lol.
Not much to report in terms of healing. The join is starting to smooth out a bit in some areas, and the skin is starting to flatten a bit in some areas too. That one problem section where the stitches pulled is very slowly healing, I used to be able to push the parts back together, but now there is enough new growth in the way to stop that, so I'm thinking a couple more days before that's finished healing.
So as I'm sure you all expect, here's the latest pics of my manhood:
Went a bit snap happy today guys, as you can see, so sorry to those of you on a slower than average net connection...
And for all those interested, yes, I can finally go back to nearly full strength on myself now, yes, it's amazing, and no, I'm not noticing a lack of sensitivity. There may/may not also be a video of that floating about... I'll refrain from linking it here, though, lol.
Not much to report in terms of healing. The join is starting to smooth out a bit in some areas, and the skin is starting to flatten a bit in some areas too. That one problem section where the stitches pulled is very slowly healing, I used to be able to push the parts back together, but now there is enough new growth in the way to stop that, so I'm thinking a couple more days before that's finished healing.
So as I'm sure you all expect, here's the latest pics of my manhood:
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| Looks a lot worse than it actually is. |
Went a bit snap happy today guys, as you can see, so sorry to those of you on a slower than average net connection...
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Post Op: Day 21 - Three Weeks On
Hey all!
Sorry for the late update today, haven't had much to report yet... Just got out of a sea salt bath and snapped a few pics for the blog considering it's the three week milestone... I was due to have a follow up with the doctor today but work got in the way and I had to reschedule, so expect an update Thursday after I have a chat with him about things.
I'm going to try to keep up with more than the bare minimum of updates over the next few weeks, but I've just embarked on an 8 week intense training program to cut my body fat down to below 10% with any luck -- so ramping up my training schedule to twice a day now in combination with work and nearly being Christmas is going to make shit a lot more difficult ... You'll have to just put up with it if I slack off for a while guys, I'm sorry! :)
I can keep you guys updated on the body progress too, if you're interested in that sorta thing, lol!
Anyway, here's the pics of the healing so far. Everything's looking really good, I'm just holding out on that one little section to finish healing up, you can sort of see where the skin is starting to grow in the wound, and it's not bleeding much anymore, so fingers crossed. It definitely won't stay taped together because of the tightness (I need to have a chat to the doctor about that, too), so I'm hoping my body will just do it's thing and heal on it's own.
I'm also hoping that the inner skin I have left stretches a bit, girth-wise -- I don't know if it's still a little bit of swelling or what, but (especially when erect) there is a noticeable girth difference between the two parts, I'm going to put it down to "It's been three weeks since an operation" and hope that it'll sort itself out. I have a feeling I'm wanting too much too soon!
Sorry for the late update today, haven't had much to report yet... Just got out of a sea salt bath and snapped a few pics for the blog considering it's the three week milestone... I was due to have a follow up with the doctor today but work got in the way and I had to reschedule, so expect an update Thursday after I have a chat with him about things.
I'm going to try to keep up with more than the bare minimum of updates over the next few weeks, but I've just embarked on an 8 week intense training program to cut my body fat down to below 10% with any luck -- so ramping up my training schedule to twice a day now in combination with work and nearly being Christmas is going to make shit a lot more difficult ... You'll have to just put up with it if I slack off for a while guys, I'm sorry! :)
I can keep you guys updated on the body progress too, if you're interested in that sorta thing, lol!
Anyway, here's the pics of the healing so far. Everything's looking really good, I'm just holding out on that one little section to finish healing up, you can sort of see where the skin is starting to grow in the wound, and it's not bleeding much anymore, so fingers crossed. It definitely won't stay taped together because of the tightness (I need to have a chat to the doctor about that, too), so I'm hoping my body will just do it's thing and heal on it's own.
I'm also hoping that the inner skin I have left stretches a bit, girth-wise -- I don't know if it's still a little bit of swelling or what, but (especially when erect) there is a noticeable girth difference between the two parts, I'm going to put it down to "It's been three weeks since an operation" and hope that it'll sort itself out. I have a feeling I'm wanting too much too soon!
On a side note, I did just experience something similar to what it's going to be like to masturbate as a cut man... Though I was trying to hold the shaft skin still so as to not disturb the section that is still healing, so it was hardly something I'd call a "proper pull" -- but I will report that everything is functioning as normal, and is great!
I'll hold off on making any final judgements until I'm healed enough to go at it like I normally would, however.
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Post Op: Day 15 - Threadless
Hey everyone, I'm as shocked as you all are, two pictures posts in as many days! But this was totally worthy of it's own update without waiting until next week.
As per germancirc's advice yesterday, I removed all the stitches myself with a pair of sterilised scissors and tweezers -- I've never had stitches before and I was shocked to discover just how hard and wirelike they are, no wonder they were causing pain. They mostly came out without argument, what I'd consider to be "the total mess" around my frenular area was the most complicated but with a bit of patience I cleaned that area up too, and I'm stoked at the results just from having them gone overnight. I've always known my body to be a fast healer, but this is ridiculous! Take a look for yourselves:
I'm not going to get him to write a post or anything because he doesn't know I'm keeping a blog, lol! When I snapped those phone pics whilst away in Canberra he was in the bathroom with me, and said something along the lines of "I don't think I'd like your cock being on display to the world", but I think he has a feeling that I'm keeping some sort of documentation on how it's going. But other than that he's been totally supportive wherever possible... I know he's got some bullshit going on work wise and has been down a fair bit lately, but we're good for each other, he's been at my place every day for nearly three weeks now, he even took the day of my operation off work to be with me and to drive me home after the procedure. So I think I lucked out as far as boys go!
Always good to hear from you mate :)
As per germancirc's advice yesterday, I removed all the stitches myself with a pair of sterilised scissors and tweezers -- I've never had stitches before and I was shocked to discover just how hard and wirelike they are, no wonder they were causing pain. They mostly came out without argument, what I'd consider to be "the total mess" around my frenular area was the most complicated but with a bit of patience I cleaned that area up too, and I'm stoked at the results just from having them gone overnight. I've always known my body to be a fast healer, but this is ridiculous! Take a look for yourselves:
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| Even the area that was worrying me looks better now! |
And Matthew, thanks for your comment... I totally feel like I'm almost back to normal already! Just waiting for the two levels of skin to even themselves out and the last bits of swelling to go down... But I haven't felt this good about it in ages, I think the stitches causing that last bit of pain were the culprit -- It looks and feels fantastic now. I agree on the curvature side of things, and I'm not particularly worried... An upwards curve is hot, sure, but it's not very practical sometimes. I'm still gonna cross my fingers to come out of this with a slightly more straightened erection, lol!
I can't believe I didn't mention anything about him earlier! I know I've put in a bit of it, but to be honest, he was totally supportive the whole way. Back when we first started dating we had a light chat about what I wanted to do and he told me he'd support me ... That was nearly seven months ago now. But to be honest, he was the driving force behind me actually getting it done, because I was talking about it a lot, and a combination of a lot of things lead to me losing some of my ability to perform in the bedroom, I won't go into too much detail but basically every time we moved towards actually fucking, I'd go limp... Nothing to do with him, my mind just used to get stuck in it's little circles, I always felt very insecure about being uncut (especially with a cut partner who said he prefers cut), and it got to me... And I'm sure someone's going to misinterpret all of this as me "horribly disfiguring myself" to suit someone else, but I'd wanted to do it before we even started dating, way back over two years to 2009.I'm not going to get him to write a post or anything because he doesn't know I'm keeping a blog, lol! When I snapped those phone pics whilst away in Canberra he was in the bathroom with me, and said something along the lines of "I don't think I'd like your cock being on display to the world", but I think he has a feeling that I'm keeping some sort of documentation on how it's going. But other than that he's been totally supportive wherever possible... I know he's got some bullshit going on work wise and has been down a fair bit lately, but we're good for each other, he's been at my place every day for nearly three weeks now, he even took the day of my operation off work to be with me and to drive me home after the procedure. So I think I lucked out as far as boys go!
Always good to hear from you mate :)
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Post Op: Day 14 - A Fortnight / Separation Anxiety
Just a quick update, I checked that thead on the foreskin-restoration website, holy shit it's grown to 8 pages long! I'd just like to point out, that I am not registered on that forum. It seems like there is a registered user going by "User001" that people for some reason believe is me, however, it is not!
Also, the blog post where I stated I regret my decision, was nothing but an emotionally charged off the cuff response... I'd had very little sleep! I look at my penis now, and while it's not how I would've preferred, I DO NOT REGRET it at all, and after all, what's done is done, and the doctor did explain himself and his reasoning, which through a bit of research, I've confirmed -- let's let the issue die now, okay?
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No, faithful readers, I haven't abandoned you. Forgive me for the aggressive tone in my last post, it just got completely under my skin that people who have no idea what they're talking about have such great opinions... I'm over it now! Built a bridge, moved on, fuck the haters!
Also, the blog post where I stated I regret my decision, was nothing but an emotionally charged off the cuff response... I'd had very little sleep! I look at my penis now, and while it's not how I would've preferred, I DO NOT REGRET it at all, and after all, what's done is done, and the doctor did explain himself and his reasoning, which through a bit of research, I've confirmed -- let's let the issue die now, okay?
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No, faithful readers, I haven't abandoned you. Forgive me for the aggressive tone in my last post, it just got completely under my skin that people who have no idea what they're talking about have such great opinions... I'm over it now! Built a bridge, moved on, fuck the haters!
They've mostly all come off now, so I snapped some new pics today, things are looking fantastic considering it's only been two weeks.
The reason I put more on, is because on the bottom left hand side (as I look down at my penis), some stitches had come away, as for a few nights last week I had some rather powerful erections which I guess pulled them apart -- it was quite painful whenever I got a hard on, and there were two to three stitches that had come away completely, leaving a pretty gruesome looking wound looking thing there where the two sections of skin had pulled away from each other... Gross, I know. But thankfully it's resolved now, I went to my local chemist and picked up some Leukostrips (basically the same as steri-strips but a different brand) and put them on... So basically for five days all that was holding my circumcision together was a bunch of medical tape! How scary's that? :P
It came off in the shower today, along with the strips the doctor put on the top when I saw him last week -- the parts I'd done have fused together nicely, however the top section is still a bit off looking... I've taken some closeup pics (god bless macro lenses) so you guys can see what I'm talking about -- leaving it in the open today, as I can finally go back to freeballing, and I'll see how it goes by the end of the day. The stitches are sticking up though so I'm considering cutting off the sections that are poking up, as they're not doing much good anyway, and I'm sort of worried they'll get snagged on something, as I'm no longer in pain but pulling on the stitches doesn't strike me as a very wise thing to do.
This will probably brand me as some sort of sick circumcision fetishist to our intactivism friends, but on the topic of freeballing, fuck it feels so good to be free of underwear again! I totally missed it... And now the constant reminder of my cock in my pants is pretty hot too, damn me for that comment all you like, I no longer give a shit.
One concern I do have though, is the tightness... I don't think the doctor allowed for how much of a 'grower' I am, which means when erect the skin is quite tight... Not exactly what I asked for, but I do love a tight cut so I'm not upset about it. One thing I have noticed about this though is that where my erection used to curve upwards (as illustrated in my "before" pics, I believe), it now seems like it curves down... I'm guessing that's just because I've had so few erections over the past two weeks that the skin hasn't stretched out yet, I'm sure the strength of the erectile tissue will compensate, however I'm sort of hoping it ends up somewhere in between and becomes straight, lol! Though with that in mind, a downward curve would make it easier for certain people to take more of me in their mouths... I'll just keep that idea on the down low, though, lol!
I'll try to keep you guys more updated on what happens from here on out, I have my follow up with the doctor on the 29th, hopefully he's as happy with the healing as I am, and I'm sure you guys will be pretty impressed with it too.
You'll have to excuse the gym dick, too... I guess my blood is elsewhere this morning, should take these pics BEFORE I go train! xD
It also looks a bit crappy cause of the antibacterial stuff I'd been told to put on it... So those are the bits that are around the scar line and what not, I wasn't game to pull at some of them, I guess they'll come off in the shower now that the strips aren't in the way.
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| (Sorry for the quality on this one! Olympus + Low Light = Fail) |
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